Ani DiFranco – Subconscious

on one hand i’m walking

the way that i do

lookin like i’m lost in thought

but i’m looking for you

it’s so subconscious

the way i that i feel

too bad my subconscious life

is the more real

and i ain’t in the best shape

that i’ve ever been in

but i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been

i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been

some kind of anxiety

has gotten hold of my heart

and i just wanna run home

when i feel it start

plastic bottles of water

sealed windows, forced air

gazillions of cell phones

beaming through my hair

and i ain’t in the best shape

that i’ve ever been in

but i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been

i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been

i’m tossing and turning

between sleepless dreams

i’m poised on the edge of

what it all means

so i turn my back

and i spread my arms wide

and i let myself fall

way deep inside

and i ain’t in the best shape

that i’ve ever been in

but i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been

i know where i’m going

and it ain’t where i’ve been